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pasted from my GJ cause I'm so mad I have to share everywhere. ARGH [13 Sep 2005|09:05pm]
ChanceuxDame (9:00:02 PM): I'm soo mad right now
LBmt (9:00:18 PM): what's wrong??
ChanceuxDame (9:00:46 PM): one of the women here has a 2yr old..she held my baby and her kid came up and YANKED on his foot and she didnt do SHIT. So he went to do it AGAIN and I yanked him away and scolded him A LOT. Shes so fucking stupid...atrrgghgsgds
LBmt (9:01:50 PM): awww poor baby. Is he ok?
ChanceuxDame (9:02:35 PM): Yes...he didnt cry..just tried to get away. *is seething*
ChanceuxDame (9:02:56 PM): I had to walk away...and downed a glass of wine to keep myself from flipping out
LBmt (9:03:13 PM): awww I'm sorry *hugs*

I'm going to bitch slap that cunt one of these days!

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[31 Aug 2005|10:56pm]
Okies...I'll be updating this even less than I am now.


I'm a GJ junkie now ;)
My RPG(s) are there soooo yeah.
love you all? be lovies and go get damned GJs?

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so I'm going through old and new pictures... [24 Aug 2005|12:46pm]
[ mood | bored ]

an odd picture or two..Collapse )

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look, I did a cut [23 Aug 2005|11:26pm]
[ mood | bored ]

stolen from DonnaCollapse )

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I'm an idiot. [23 Aug 2005|04:50pm]
I had the caps lock on when typing in my password so it kept saying it was invalid. I started freaking out thinking someone had hacked...yeah, I feel smart.

Are babies required to have a passport to travel out of the country?
When I went to London I bought this REALLY nice perfume set and I'm down to my last drop of it...(horribleGood reason to travel, I know).
Obviously Sebastian has to come with me where ever I go...it all makes me depressed cause I wouldn't go till he was 1...I don't want to make him suffer a 10 hour plane ride. Nor am I liking all the bombing over there.

baaah...I have an official plan now.
When Sebastian is 2 (cause I'm scared to be alone right now) I'm going to make my mom send us to England to live.
She said she would finance everything for that plan once...she was drunk..but still.
I dont like it here.
Here as in not only Hawaii but America.
England has so much more history and class.

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[19 Aug 2005|10:54pm]
My friend had a baby two weeks younger than Sebastian.
That little boy died of apparently SIDS 7am pacific standard time.

Kimmy, that's why I disappeared so suddenly.
After I talked to my friend and her mom, I just held my little boy and cried.
She said, "love Sebastian extra for me, cause I'll never have my lil man again"
She's been through so much and she's still strong...I'm not sure I'd bother to live..my mom said the same. Tiffany has two little girls though...this is so unbelievable still.
I held that baby..and he's gone.

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too lazy to bold things..or do a cut [18 Aug 2005|01:01pm]
[ mood | bored ]

1. initials: DLE
2. name someone with the same birthday as you: Frank Sinatra
3. where was your first kiss? In my pool
4. for or against same sex marriages? For
5. are you homophobic? No.
6. are you bisexual? Yes.
7. do you believe in God? Easiest answer is No.
8. how many US states have you been to? 6
9. how many of the US states have you lived in? Very briefly Illinois..so brief I normally don't count it. Cali, and now Hawaii.
10. have you ever lived outside the US? No.
11. name something you like physically about yourself: My eyes.
12. name something non-physical you like about yourself: My unhealthy ability to turn cold when things get too emotional.
13. where do you want to go to retire? Retire means I would have worked. I do not plan on doing such a thing. Ever.
14. what is your dream car? Eh...anything flashy and fast. I'm not picky. However since I wrecked a corvette when I was 16, I doubt my mother will ever get me something really nice.
15. if you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go? London, minus the bombs.
16. have you ever had someone of the opposite sex over at your house while your parents were gone? Yes...and while she was at home.
17. how many concerts have you gone to? Toooons of small ones and I think like two big ones. I dont enjoy tanning..my other friends always burned.
18. do you download music? Rarely
19. how many illegal things have you done? A lot
20. where would you want to go on a first date? A party. I don't like one on one interaction on dates.
21. describe your perfect date: Going to a house party then going home with the date, or ditching the said date and getting a new one if needed.
22. has anyone ever sang or played for you personally? Not professionally...er I've had people sing to me though.
23. ever been kissed under fireworks? Yes
24. do you like president bush? Not one bit.
25. have you ever bungee jumped? Not yet
26. have you ever white-water rafted? Sure have, never will do it again. Ever.
27. have you ever crashed a car? See number 14.
28. has anyone more than 10 years older than you hit on you? Yes and I ended up having sex. There was really no need to tell him my real age.
29. have you ever met a real redneck? Haha no, but I've met something damn close.
30. are you interested in anyone right now? Yeah...the newest boy Davey brought home. Mmm.
31. what song are you listening to right now? Baby songs.
32. what is your current favorite song? My Boyfriend's Back will always be my favorite.
33. what was the last movie you watched? "Aladdin" with the girls.
34. Who was the last person you told you love? Sebastian as he fell asleep.
35. where was the last place you went besides your house? The store
36. have you ever seriously vandalized someone else’s property? Once. There was a hammer involved.
37. have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex? Many, many times. And many times I won the fight.
38. Have you ever sang in front of a large number of people? In my defense, I was drunk. So it wasn't my fault I sounded like shit.
39. what’s the first thing you notice about the opposite sex? eyes.
40. what really turns you on? Arrogance. Yep. I like pain in the ass guys...as long as I can control them at times.
41. what do you usually order from starbucks? Considering Donna is trying to guess on her journal right now, I cannot answer this :P
42. what is your biggest mistake? Never going for it.
43. have you ever hurt yourself on purpose? I used to.
44. say something totally random about you: I just ate 17 of those fake cherry thingies.
45. do you have an i-pod? Blech, no. I love my CDs.
46. has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity? Yeah...Vanessa Williams and Angelina Jolie. I don't see either in myself nor do I know how I can look like both.
47. do you still watch kiddy movies or tv shows? SCOOBY DOOOOOOO. Er, sorry.
48. do you have braces? No
49. are you comfortable with your height? Eh..I'm a shorty but I'm used to it. 5'2"
50. what is the most romantic thing someone of the opposite sex has done for you? Given me a two hour massage after cooking dinner. Hardly counts since it was Davey. Oh wait..he just hit me and says "it fucking counts". Alright, it counts. ...notuh. :P
51. when do you know its love? When they do something you'd normally start throwing punches for but instead you just walk away. That's love..or your just really realllly tired.
52. do you speak any other languages besides English? I know bits and pieces of French and Spanish but not that much. I've forgotten a lot of my French.
53. have you ever been to a tanning salon? NO! 1. I like PALE skin 2. They give you cancer.
54. what magazines do you read? Time, if anything. Oh, and my incest mags of course.
55. have you ever ridden in a limo? Yes
56. has anyone you were really close with pass away? Yes.
57. do you watch mtv? No
58. whats something that really annoys you? Smacking gum
59. whats something you really like? roller coasters
60. do you like michael Jackson? Yes, yes I do.
61. can you dance? Yes
62. have you ever surfed? I'm scared of the ocean. So that'd be a no.
63. do you know how to pump gas? Yes...took me a while, but yes.
64. do you drive? If I must.
65. whats the latest you have ever stayed up? Er that's a bit hard to answer since I've stayed up for 50 hours before. I was in a theatre show..going to school...yeah. It was ugly.
66. have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die? Yes...the white water rafting was one of those times.
67. were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency room? Nope. When I crashed my mom's car I refused to go. I don't like doctors.
68. have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do? Yes..and I always do it. Peer pressure :P
69. do you actually read these when other people fill them out? It depends on who it is.

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Kimmy indirectly reminded me to share this... [17 Aug 2005|02:22pm]
My mom found my vibrator. Now this normally would not be a big deal since she's well aware I can be a lil sex fiend. I've told her stories she doesn't want to know more times than I can count..mainly cause I was sloppy lol.
However, her finding my vibrator in the living room under pillows with a magazine is totally different. That was something my mother was not supposed to know about. What's that something you ask? The mag. It was a freaking incest magazine *dies* I have odd interests and I'd prefer she never knew!! She put them both on my bed and I put them away...she came in and saw that they had been put away soooooooo she knows that I know that she knows and it's really uncomfortable.

Funny, but uncomfortable.

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[25 Jul 2005|05:00am]
So my paid account expired...need to renew that sometime today.
I hate the heat, my father, no good food being around, and lack of sex.
I think I mainly hate my father and lack of sex.

I have a theory.
Girls raised without their fathers around never really go through the Oedipus Complex stage...and they unknowingly make up for it by having lots of sex with older men.
So screw you daddy, it's all your fault I want that hot 45 year old man.

I am aware that some use the term Electra complex for females, but I'm going by child development books.

K..all done with the weird update.

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oOoo [16 Jul 2005|03:24pm]
I forgot to add in my last post that I really like Jimmy's grandma now. I hadn't before cause she's a bit too chatty and weird...but yesterday she jumped all over Jimmy's dad. His dad was holding Sebastian and stopped supporting his head so my baby's head snapped back. I wasn't in the room, I just heard her (great-grandma) screaming at her son-in-law so loudly and meanly I came running in.
She didn't stop lecturing the man for at least twenty minutes. And he was pissed that he was getting yelled at. Asshole is just lucky I didn't see it happen.

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I think someone should tell me "No" today. It'd be really funny. [15 Jul 2005|11:06am]
[ mood | pissed off ]

So I asked, VERY NICELY, for Jimmy's father not to take Sebastian outside due to so many flies trying to land on him.
"It's fine."-him
and he proceeds to walk out the door, with my child. Er...no. I am going insane here.
I hate getting into fights with people's parents! I took Sebastian from him and said he could hold him once he came inside...sooo he's pissed at me but I say fuck him.

Now he just came inside being really loud and woke the baby.
If I murder him I so cannot be held responsible.

Dont even get me started on Sebastian's great-grandmother.

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Who pre-ordered the 6th Harry Potter book? ME. Yeah, probably you too :P [10 Jul 2005|10:38pm]
[ mood | bored ]

Sara came over. Finally she comes to see me and Sebastian...honestly she took long enough. I didnt get to see much of her or any of my other girls since my belly sprouted out more, preventing me from partying. Meaning they all kept at it while I sat at home. Why am I friends with these people?

Jimmy told me he wanted to come over to Hawaii with us. I surprised everyone that thought I no longer had a backbone by telling him no. I said he could come to Hawaii just like he could go anywhere he wanted...but he couldn't come to be with me/his son. I told him that we could do it all the easy way..where he just lets me go or I would take him into court and make it official that he was out of the picture. I love him...But I know he'll never change. He's just like me, and I know I won't change either. We'll always make up because we'll always fight/cheat. My child doesn't need to grow up around that drama. Jimmy is getting attatched to Sebastian so he was hurt when I told him all of that...but I told him before, just not so firmly. He says he won't try to get custody of Sebastian or anything insanely stupid like that...that we all can just go. I hope he's being truthful. I'm not worried about what the legal outcome would be....I would bury him, I just don't want to have to deal with that. Court sucks. This is coming from a child who's father went against her mother for custody. Court's a pain in the ass.

01. I have a cell phone.

02. I'm obsessed with new things
03. I'm the youngest child. (I'm the only)
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my earrings
06. I wear black eyeliner
07. I love daiquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
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I know Liz will be amused..:P [07 Jul 2005|02:37pm]
My mom kicked Jimmy's ass. I mean, really kicked his ass. He has a busted lip brusied jaw and eye.

Yesterday my mom and I were packing up the house..and called him over to lift stuff. I'm not allowed to until 6 weeks after delivery and my mom has a bad shoulder. So he came over, but had a major attitude at having to do it.
Sooo it went like this:

Jimmy- "You two are so helpless..you're lucky to have me."

my mother- "Drailla and I are the least two helpless women I know. She just had your child and I have a torn shoulder...but it won't stop me from kicking your ass if you don't shape up."

Whenever my mother cleans (which is often) or packs..she gets cranky. He knows this. I know this. She knows this. Everyone knows this.
Yet..he opened his mouth again, going on how she couldn't touch him..blah blah. I saw it coming. I got up and moved across the room and sat there sucking on a popsicle when her fist met his face.
And he tried to hit her back. Granted she walked all over him, he still shouldn't have tried to hit my mommy back! :P
Normally I would have helped my mom out...whenever she gets in a fight with a guy that hits back, I jump in...but I know both their strengths so I knew she could handle it, lol. Not saying Jimmy is hella weak..my mom is just a monster sometimes.

Packing day should be called fighting day. You just cant pack to move and not want to kill someone. Whenever I got mad I'd just go cuddle with Sebastian...he's so adorable and it makes me all happy. The only person I hit was Davey...but we were just messing around. We both got hurt though...but we weren't mad at each other.

Oo! And I passed my first mommy test lol
There's one of those covers on Sebastian's bassinet...you know..those lil hood type thingies..well I went over this morning to stare at him ( :P ) and there was a spider descending down onto my baby!
I've been known to faint at the sight of spiders after screaming bloody murder, but this time I just smacked it with my hands completely calm, washed my hands, removed the hood, kissed my baby, then started babbling about how I almost died.

Okay I'm done babbling here...Davey and my mom are in Oakland putting the boxes on the barge and Sebastian is asleep so I'm reaaalllyyy booorrreedd.

Ooo he wiggled in his sleep! WAKE UP AND PLAY WITH MEEEEE

I must be insane.
I'm working on almost no sleep. I should sleep. But it's like he has radar...whenever I fall asleep, he wakes up. But if I stay up...he'll sleep for 4 hours straight.

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Proof that I'm insane. [04 Jul 2005|02:39pm]
There was a fly in the house.
I went all insane because I didn't want it to land on Sebastian...so I got a fly swatter and went hunting.
I hit at it and the fly went insane..we were both insane. I started squeaking and ducking and weaving...and finally smacked it good.
I then screamed "I OWN THE WORLD!" I didn't have a chance to stop myself from saying it..I just said it..then blinked. A lot.

Yeah. I scare myself every now and then.

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[04 Jul 2005|01:47pm]
screaming dragons

Your Orgasms are Like a Screaming Dragon!

Loud, overbearing, and the stuff myths are made of.

What Firework are Your Orgasms Like?

More Great Quizzes from Quiz Diva

I need to go get showered and such...I'm going to a party. You see..it's a tradtional thing..one girl has a 4th of july part and new years eve part EVERY year. About 50 people from theater show up...some drink...almost all practically bang each other...it's great fun.
This year I'm taking my baby with me...lol I informed people that they have to keep SOME clothing on when I'm around but I have to go so everyone can see Sebastian before I leave to Hawaii.
However I'm having second thoughts about Hawaii but it'd be too much work to stay behind now...


BUT. My baby is adorable. He slept 6 hours last night...he's supposed to eat every 2-4...it was insane.

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[03 Jul 2005|01:34pm]
BBQ at 2pm...baby is fussing right now...he's so cute! He has goop in one eye though so I had to get medicine for him this morning...his father is on my last friggin nerve...but I'M STILL SMILING. ;)
Who needs a silly male, eh? Cant snap up a flippin onesie...honestly.

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[30 Jun 2005|12:25pm]
stop yelling, here's the pictures :PCollapse )

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Okay..here I am :) [26 Jun 2005|04:35am]
[ mood | I love my baby! ]

So for those of you that don't know, I had my baby boy!
He was born Wednesday...completely healthy and happy...didn't cry much cause I had pain meds so he was drugged to, heh.

This house is a complete mess! We bring one small child home and wham...looks like a bomb went off around here.
There's a huggies diaper under the phone *what the hell* recieving blankets on the backs of chairs..containers for wipes every possible place...ah. It's all so insane yet wonderful! My mom is experiencing sore breasts/uterus as I am..hahaha poor woman..sympathy pain :P

She also burst into tears this evening looking at Sebastian (which is what I named him by the way...obviously haha) saying how precious he was. I burst into tears in the afternoon after having a nightmare about my baby dying.
I'm crying and eating more than I did during pregnancy, lol.

Jimmy has more or less moved in with us but he's getting a full night's sleep unlike my mother and me. I have to get up to feed him, as no one else can..and my mother justs get up because he wakes her up crying anyways and she likes to look at him :P

It's looking now like we'll be moving to Hawaii late July...and I think Jimmy might do something insane and huge...like come with us. He's rather in love with his little boy. Perhaps this is what he needed to grow up?

Davey also is here...but only because I called him and said it was okay to come over snce I'm awake right now, heh. He's insanely bouncy and happy at being a pseudo uncle :D

I had a bunch of visitors while in the hospital...but not that many at home..I'm not allowing it. It's my time right now with my boy and we need our sleep!

People have sent a billion flowers and stuff though...this house will be a diaper filled garden soon. A few of my mother's friends have given money..my uncle is opening a trust fund for Sebastian and some cousin of mine or something is doing something like a treasury note? Something..I don't know..I just know that this baby boy is going to have way too much money lol
My uncle has it set so that Sebastian can't touch the money from him until he's *Sebastian* is 21.

I also got a really great tea for nursing mother's...it's delicious and made my milk come in faster! *yay*

Okay...I can't think to form a sentence anymore...nap time!

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NOOO! [22 Jun 2005|12:31am]
[ mood | aggravated ]

My friends are not to be fucked with!

Okay so I went to the movies with my mom (saw Mr. and Mrs. Smith again) and I come home (where I left my cell) and there's like 15 missed calls.
Apparently a group of my friends went out to race their cars and some other guys were drunk and they all got into a fight.

This is the time where I feel 17 still...you know, NOT about to be someone's mom. The guys that started the fight are in custody now..but my friend Mike got his arm broken and a few other people I know got smacked with bottles and pipes...

Maybe it's a good thing I'm pregnant...it makes me stop and thinks about what happens in the long run. I know if I didn't have a responsibility to someone else I would already be out there in another fight with people for 'revenge'. Which is totally stupid...but I want them to all hurt, you know? That whole mine thing..they're MY friends and they got hurt so I want revenge...which is stupid, gah!

Here's to growing up... *eats s'mores*

I hope they get the shit kicked out of them in jail though... and they better not get released soon! How long can they be kept locked up??

Gah..in the morning I need to make phone calls...I got called because I know lawyers...who I will contact in the morning and see how much we can make these fucking idiots suffer.

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the world keeps spinning and spinning and wham...the merry go round ends. [20 Jun 2005|02:22pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

Soooo I slept from 10am-12pm... Woken up for a family lunch...family being Jimmy's parents that left today. BYE! lol
Ummm and then I caved and told my mother to get me CASTOR OIL to drink...but she got me COD LIVER OIL *dies* So now I get a double helping of nasty stuff.
However I read that children who take cod liver oil or their mothers did while pregnant have a higher IQ.
My son will ruuuleeeeee youuuu :P

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